MIND CONTROL, of the worst sort!

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So, I just posted to this comm I run, and in the mood theme place it says I'm feeling hopeful.

I am not feeling hopeful.

Well, I totally am, because TOMORROW YOU GUYS TOMORROW, and also I'm doing it I'm really doing it, and I like my job even though some people suck, and I'm going to Granny's for Thanksgiving and stuff, and people keep having babies, like both my brothers and a friend back home and crazydiamondsue (er, not that she had another one. I mean the old one. Yes, Jonah is OLD now), and it is autumn, and Thornfield is not only a beautiful place in autumn, Cirian!Rochester, it is a beautiful place all year round, says Morton!Jane, and I love what I'm writing now SO MUCH, and Evangelion is amazing.

But I am not hopeful because I did not say I was hopeful, Mr. Livejournal Thang, so please to not be telling me how I feel!

Why would it do this? Was it looking at my voter's registration card???

Comments

[my_daroga]

You are adorable.

Just so that's not all I say, I was disappointed to learn this morning that for Yuletide Phantom (any variety) is not an eligible rare fandom. Which, yeah, okay, is probably true but only (I think) when taken all together.

This makes me want to do a POTO fic exchange, but I know I'll fail because no one will care. I'll get like three people to sign up.

[tkp.livejournal.com]

NO NO NO. YOU MUST DO IT. I will help you beat the bushes, if need be. I will even write one!

God I'm such an enabler.

I'm totally going to enable you more when you get home!

And I think more than three people would participate. Phantom fandom never does anything! We should have like a comm that does a yearly exchange. Or something.

I...I have problems left alone in a house by myself.

[my_daroga]

LOL.

I look forward to being enabled in my own home. God, it's so violating! And yet I love it!

I feel like I've been trying to revamp POTO phantom almost all on my own for awhile now, never really knowing how, you know? Sort of like with the band--I know we have something, and I know someone out there wants it, but I just don't know how to put those things together.

[tkp.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Yeah. I dunno know what to say other than that's so right, and I want to help. I will help you with a ficathon/fest/exchange/type thing in any way necessary.

Since there are so many Xmas fests, maybe it should be something for the beginning of next year? Also, Yuletide. I always meant to do that; I need to read up on it...

Why am I thinking about this stuff? Why why why?

[my_daroga]

Why am I, for that matter? It is madness!

And yeah, I want to give folks a chance to participate in Yuletide, if they want, and holidays. So maybe the beginning of next year. But I will need to be prepared/organized. And stuff.