lettered: (Default)
It's Lion Turtles all the way down ([personal profile] lettered) wrote 2012-02-04 04:09 am (UTC)

Thanks so much for this comment. I have to say that I'm pretty happy with this story. I don't think it's the cleanest thing ever--I wrote it really fast--but it says a lot that I wanted to say, and have wanted to say for a long time. I wish I'd said it sooner, because now there aren't as many people around to discuss it with me.

But anyway, I've never understood wingfic and always found rather silly, until I saw [personal profile] snickfic prompt "Faith wing!fic", and then a lot of things clicked in my brain so hard it was like a field of locusts in there. It is weird and rich and awesome, which I've thought about many fandom id kinks, but haven't thought to find in wingfic before.

I was thinking about writing porn, because I could totally see these two shacking up, but one thing I've wanted to write for a long time was a Buffy/Faith fic that was a mirror to the Angel Gets A Puppy Fic, in which Angel/Spike dance around each other, but the central theme is learning to understand each other, and friendship. I thought I still might put porn in anyway, but then when Buffy was salving up Faith's wounds, I realized how liberating it was not to have to take it anywhere. I definitely thought of our recent conversation, too :o)

I think it's cool too the things you picked out, because I almost deleted the Spike-is-the-only-one-invited detail many times, because yes, it doesn't quite fit, but I liked it. I rewrote "I have no faith" from a bunch of different things, and ended up really disliking it, because I feel it's too blunt, but I did want Faith to have a sort of conflict between her feelings about what's real and what she wishes was real, as represented by the wings and her name. I also reworked the paragraph with the hamburgers several times! Just so there would be the right level of detail about the problems with this situation.

I actually didn't think about why I kept putting her in the barn. I just wanted her to feel trapped, and now it makes more sense to me!

There's also a lot more Buffy/Spike in this than I've ever written before, and I was rather surprised about it.

Anywho, thanks so so so much for reading this. I'm glad you liked it.

Post a comment in response:

If you don't have an account you can create one now.
HTML doesn't work in the subject.
More info about formatting