Oh god. This made me cry. It's utterly beautiful. There are so many layers to this, I'm going to have to read it twenty times, and it will probably make me cry each time.

I think what I love the most are the last paragraphs of the two Buffy sections, how chaotic they are, and how sad and angry. They break my heart even more than the Angel sections. I love that the last line ends without punctuation, because it's not an ending, really. Buffy's depression doesn't get magically resolved because she saw Angel, and that's both horrible and wonderful.