Notice how I wrote that thing about not wanting to talk about fic I'm writing, then said I DID want to talk about this fic, and then didn't really say anything? I'm such a prima donna, probably wanted people to ask me about it.
It's a shipper fic with what I think is a silly premise. B/A really is central to it so I'm not sure it'd be your cup of tea anyway? But as I said above to Kita the ultimate idea of it is to drive Angel into darkness and then into complete insane psychoness. So of course Angel tells Buffy to fuck off, in much the way he did in S2 of AtS (this fic takes place early S1 of AtS), because he doesn't want her to get hurt. And then there's A/S, much in the vein of "Reprisal" because Angel's all, "what's the point anyway?" but it doesn't change his attitude or fix anything, which means a lot more A/S with Spike's feelings all hurt because he knows he's being used and Angel isn't really even thinking about him, so he's trying to hurt Angel back by digging into his Buffy sores and telling him this is all he is, which Angel is beginning to believe because he's gone all scary crazy, so it's like S6 of BtVS in that way except weirdly A/S instead of B/S, which is where I realized I could write a whole damn fic just for this part. Anyway, that's where I am right now. But then there's stuff with Riley and Giles too and Angel kinda scares me.
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It's a shipper fic with what I think is a silly premise. B/A really is central to it so I'm not sure it'd be your cup of tea anyway? But as I said above to Kita the ultimate idea of it is to drive Angel into darkness and then into complete insane psychoness. So of course Angel tells Buffy to fuck off, in much the way he did in S2 of AtS (this fic takes place early S1 of AtS), because he doesn't want her to get hurt. And then there's A/S, much in the vein of "Reprisal" because Angel's all, "what's the point anyway?" but it doesn't change his attitude or fix anything, which means a lot more A/S with Spike's feelings all hurt because he knows he's being used and Angel isn't really even thinking about him, so he's trying to hurt Angel back by digging into his Buffy sores and telling him this is all he is, which Angel is beginning to believe because he's gone all scary crazy, so it's like S6 of BtVS in that way except weirdly A/S instead of B/S, which is where I realized I could write a whole damn fic just for this part. Anyway, that's where I am right now. But then there's stuff with Riley and Giles too and Angel kinda scares me.