I am consumed with the Rodeo/You love in all it's tacky splendor. Ain't that America. *sigh*

Exactly. *clings to you in frenzied understanding and agreement*

I definitely have a problem with the not being in control idea. I'm very off again on again too, but I work well under pressure. If I thought someone was depending on it it would spur (oooh...sparkly shiny spurly what?) yes, incite me to actually finish something.