N. My writing life isn't, but what I'm physically doing with myself is. I guess what I mean is I really wanted to go to grad school so I wouldn't have to get a job. I AM PITIFUL AND A BUM. I FREELY ADMIT THIS.

J. I've never really watched porn. Really! But I have seen a little bit, really soft core, and it did nothing for me.

Never seen that. I'm not sure how to do it. We should set a date on aim so we can just hash out what exactly we want to do and how we want to do it. Some time next week would be good as this weekend I'm kinda busy.