Oh sure, I see it now! Vamp!Connor as the agressor, and Angel gives in, because that boy isn't really Connor, anyway, he just LOOKS like him, and so...
Ew. I just squicked myself.
Why is it that Vamp!Connor/Angel squicks me when Real!Connor/Angel doesn't??? Christ, I need *years* of therapy.
OTOH, Vylit wrote a fic she never finished wherein Connor lost his mind after everyone he loved died in NFA except for Angel and Spike and so Angel and Spike take him in but Spike doesn't know who he is and they end up fucking and then Angel ends up- yea, you get the rest. It's Feral!Connor and a sexed up, may as well be soulless Spike, and a very very guilty and grovelly but yet sick as fuck Angel. I may have saved it to my harddrive and I may occasionally take it out and uhm. Just count the words. yes.
Vicarious wasn't shmoop. It was a tender-ish moment, but it was not shmoop. Shmoop is pet names that don't include "poof", and Angel and Spike buying curtains or kittens or something. They can be loving, that's believable. Just not, I dunno, barf-worthy loving.
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Ew. I just squicked myself.
Why is it that Vamp!Connor/Angel squicks me when Real!Connor/Angel doesn't??? Christ, I need *years* of therapy.
OTOH, Vylit wrote a fic she never finished wherein Connor lost his mind after everyone he loved died in NFA except for Angel and Spike and so Angel and Spike take him in but Spike doesn't know who he is and they end up fucking and then Angel ends up- yea, you get the rest. It's Feral!Connor and a sexed up, may as well be soulless Spike, and a very very guilty and grovelly but yet sick as fuck Angel. I may have saved it to my harddrive and I may occasionally take it out and uhm. Just count the words. yes.
Vicarious wasn't shmoop. It was a tender-ish moment, but it was not shmoop. Shmoop is pet names that don't include "poof", and Angel and Spike buying curtains or kittens or something. They can be loving, that's believable. Just not, I dunno, barf-worthy loving.