Real!Connor/Angel is about love, as wrong as it is. Imo. Vamp!Connor/Angel might be about Angel grieving Connor, but it would be...yeah, I can see where you'd get squicked. It makes me too sad to write, anyway. I think.

Is that fic posted anywhere? Even unfinished? Because oh em gee.

I should have said, re: Vicarious the moment of real tenderness I've really ever believed. I guess I *don't* quite feel that they can be loving. Or, they can be, very much so, but god forbid the other *see*. It just, makes me sad.