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Reasons To Frown
1. I think someone on lj just spoiled me for BSG. It was about my favorite character. I'm going to kill someone.
2. I haven't gotten to see Dollhouse yet. This makes me really sad.
3. I agreed to work a lot of overtime for work. I agreed to it, so I can't complain. But I'm beginning to think I shouldn't have, not because I can't handle the work, but because I probably won't be able to handle the stress.
4. There's this boy. When I first met this boy I said to myself, "Darling [that is what I call myself, naturally], you should like this boy." Abstractly I do. He's bizarre and really weird and unfortunately awkward (which I always like), and friendly and kind and insightful and thoughtful, and likes things I like--things like Ideas and Dreams, not just music and TV and stuff, and is taller and hairier than me, which I require, and he's clever, and passionate, and has a job, and doesn't smoke, and doesn't party all the time and do drugs and drink a lot, and will go to the theater. Abstractly he's amazing. In real life he drives me up the wall and I want to beat him over the head with things, hard things that make him hurt and possibly mould him like putty into someone I don't want to push off a cliff.
5. Kids have midwinter break now, which means the museum where I work will be very crowded. We are short staffed, and did I mention the overtime thing?
6. I can't sleep any more.
7. I realized I have paid at least $180 in fines to my bank that I didn't know about.
8. This LJ thing really relaxes me, because I want to blow off steam, you know, or sometimes just say things. But it frustrates me too, the whole not-wasting time thing, and not-writing ginormous post thing.
9. Everyone else has tomorrow off.
10. Today I had three donuts, cake, icecream, and a Reese's. I feel really gross.
11. For the past two weeks I haven't had two days off together, so every day off I just felt like I was trying to catch up on sleep and laundry and grocery shopping and feeling whole again, without getting anything done.
12. I actually really want to work on my original writing now, and don't feel like I have time. Of course instead I'm writing lists.
13. I'm in charge of people at work and worry that I fail them every day.
14. I've been trying for two weeks to finish a beta for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
seraphcelene and catch up with ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
marmalade_fish, and have failed spectacularly.
15. The internets and the tv are fucked up and I want to clean the bathroom andmy_daroga had to miss Sweeny Todd to get us toilet paper and my room is really messy and I'll probably never get it clean again.
Things that make me happy:
1.my_daroga and household.
2. My job.
3. Reconnecting with my first internet friend.
4. Knife, byrj_anderson
5. How many on my flist have read the Vorkosigan saga.
6. Joss show.
7. Cake.
8. Reworking a short story from college.
9. Money.
10. My parents.
11. The world.
12. Having a car.
2. I haven't gotten to see Dollhouse yet. This makes me really sad.
3. I agreed to work a lot of overtime for work. I agreed to it, so I can't complain. But I'm beginning to think I shouldn't have, not because I can't handle the work, but because I probably won't be able to handle the stress.
4. There's this boy. When I first met this boy I said to myself, "Darling [that is what I call myself, naturally], you should like this boy." Abstractly I do. He's bizarre and really weird and unfortunately awkward (which I always like), and friendly and kind and insightful and thoughtful, and likes things I like--things like Ideas and Dreams, not just music and TV and stuff, and is taller and hairier than me, which I require, and he's clever, and passionate, and has a job, and doesn't smoke, and doesn't party all the time and do drugs and drink a lot, and will go to the theater. Abstractly he's amazing. In real life he drives me up the wall and I want to beat him over the head with things, hard things that make him hurt and possibly mould him like putty into someone I don't want to push off a cliff.
5. Kids have midwinter break now, which means the museum where I work will be very crowded. We are short staffed, and did I mention the overtime thing?
6. I can't sleep any more.
7. I realized I have paid at least $180 in fines to my bank that I didn't know about.
8. This LJ thing really relaxes me, because I want to blow off steam, you know, or sometimes just say things. But it frustrates me too, the whole not-wasting time thing, and not-writing ginormous post thing.
9. Everyone else has tomorrow off.
10. Today I had three donuts, cake, icecream, and a Reese's. I feel really gross.
11. For the past two weeks I haven't had two days off together, so every day off I just felt like I was trying to catch up on sleep and laundry and grocery shopping and feeling whole again, without getting anything done.
12. I actually really want to work on my original writing now, and don't feel like I have time. Of course instead I'm writing lists.
13. I'm in charge of people at work and worry that I fail them every day.
14. I've been trying for two weeks to finish a beta for
seraphcelene and catch up with marmalade_fish, and have failed spectacularly.15. The internets and the tv are fucked up and I want to clean the bathroom and
my_daroga had to miss Sweeny Todd to get us toilet paper and my room is really messy and I'll probably never get it clean again.Things that make me happy:
1.
my_daroga and household.2. My job.
3. Reconnecting with my first internet friend.
4. Knife, by
rj_anderson5. How many on my flist have read the Vorkosigan saga.
6. Joss show.
7. Cake.
8. Reworking a short story from college.
9. Money.
10. My parents.
11. The world.
12. Having a car.