I'm actually less stressed now I'm halfway through my 10 day stretch than I was.

Yeah, dude, I dunno what my problem is with me and guys. The few people I actually *do* get attracted to I find objectively horrible; they smoke and don't have jobs and are 10 years older than me. Oy!

I don't feel that it is. I think it's awesome. I just--have a lot of thoughts about it and I need to be in a certain space to think that way and I just can't get there with work how it is! But hopefully soon. I'm sorry :o(