Attn: H/D fic help

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...the whole five of you who would even click on a Harry/Draco fic, much less read one:

I seem to have found . . . 45,000 words worth of a crack, massive, lame, embarrassing H/D WIP on my hard drive that I don't see myself finishing, and yet every time I check it, filled with innocent bewilderment, the word count goes up another 5,000 or so.

I was wondering whether any of the <5 of you could:
a. explain to me how this got on my hard drive,
b. read it and help me,
c. shoot me now,
d. hold my hand and pet it while I dissolve into tears of despair and self-loathing, while not letting anyone involved in Jossverse know,
e. all of the above.

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[tkp.livejournal.com]

then went to lie down until the urge passed.

This amuses me to no end, for some reason. It shouldn't, because I lament the abortion of Hannah!H/D!fic, barely concieved.

b) I met a great gal in HP who offered to beta; she's beta'ing. But I don't know her and I find I want to discuss, like, Stuff. If you don't mind reading something that's unfinished and possibly never will be, I'll send you what I have. If you feel like letting me pick your brain after that, I'd be really really grateful, but of course you can do whatever you want with it. Thanks SO much for offering to help.

c) I have "coming out about H/D" listed as one of my interests; have I mentioned that?

d) thank you :o)

[redbrickrose.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! Sure, send me what you've got whenever you want. redbrickrose@gmail.com I don't mind reading something unfinished and I definitely don't mind letting you pick my brain either. I always like talking about H/D, mostly because I don't totally know why it makes me so flaily. It's so speculative, and while I love subtext it seems like it should be almost too speculative for me. Except it isn't because oh, the potential of them.

[stultiloquentia.livejournal.com]

I have "coming out about H/D" listed as one of my interests

*laughs and laughs*