Attn: H/D fic help

[lettered]

...the whole five of you who would even click on a Harry/Draco fic, much less read one:

I seem to have found . . . 45,000 words worth of a crack, massive, lame, embarrassing H/D WIP on my hard drive that I don't see myself finishing, and yet every time I check it, filled with innocent bewilderment, the word count goes up another 5,000 or so.

I was wondering whether any of the <5 of you could:
a. explain to me how this got on my hard drive,
b. read it and help me,
c. shoot me now,
d. hold my hand and pet it while I dissolve into tears of despair and self-loathing, while not letting anyone involved in Jossverse know,
e. all of the above.

Comments

[tkp.livejournal.com]

I'm protective of some stuff, but the long stuff, I get to a point where I just want to dump it all over everyone. But then I feel bad about inflicting WIPs on people, so I resolved not to do it any more. I did start posting this one at an H/D archive though, just because I was so "gaaaaaaaaah gotta share!"

I think it's one of the best things I've read by you, definitely, and one of the most true-to-canon fics I've ever read, in the sense that I seriously felt like that could've been filmed and part of the PotC universe. Some bits were frankly better. You've a right to be proud.

[japanimecrazed.livejournal.com]

I did start posting this one at an H/D archive though

I very recently discovered your writing and I've enjoyed what I've read so far. I'm also a H/D shipper, so I was wondering: Which archive?

[tkp.livejournal.com]

Hey, thanks for being interested. And it's nice to find H/D shippers in Buffyverse because HP fandom is kinda...big and scary to me.

Um, this fic is on a hiatus at the moment. I want to rewrite it completely, and you may not like what's there. It hardly has any H/D. But, here is the link: Of Lost Time.

[japanimecrazed.livejournal.com]

Thank you very much!